The waves of change

The waves of change have been coming in over the past months.  We have felt them rising.  I felt them in the crowds of the protest march I attended in September.  Thousands of women, dressed in black.  There was a deep grieving taking place and a communal realization that we have been accepting something unacceptable for way too long. The tide of anger and grief had mounted to a point of no return, it had to break like a wave, and the stronger it became, the more particles it collected and the more it swelled and churned, like a tidal wave, swirling into every home and every bedroom.

There had been a spate of horror stories in the press that pushed us to a new level of anger and grief at a system that not only does not protect women from Gender-Based Violence when they most need it but a system that actually, in a way has created it.  What set Cape town off on this rampage was that a beautiful young gifted and intelligent woman film student had been raped and murdered in a place, which should be a safe community place of integrity –  the Post Office.  What’s more, her murder was one of three horrific murders reported in the press in one week.

Historically, the post office has always been perceived as a centre of safe, orderly conduct and security in a village or community.  If you have ever watched the fabulous English series “Larkrise to Candleford”, you would truly understand how the role of the postmaster or mistress is central to the business of every small town, and how important it is that the post office clerk be a trustworthy person of integrity. Their job entailed reading and writing every telegram and safely delivering every precious letter and parcel.   Yet, here was this situation where a person with ill-intent had lured the woman into a trap, by lying to her and telling her to come to collect her parcel after hours. Then physically attacking, raping and killing her with a post office scale.  It was like a scene from a bad thriller. What’s more, none of the police in the police station, which is next door to the post office in the upmarket suburb of Claremont, were alert to her screams.  The murderer was found by a private investigation paid for by the girls family.  Not the police.

This was the final straw in a breaking down of society to a point where one naturally concluded as a woman that there was no safe place left for a girl to go alone. So there was a very strong need to protest.  We had to save our daughters and our society.

Yet, when the women united and marched in peaceful protest, they were met with an army of police in full riot gear.  They were dispersed with extreme pressure from water cannons.  A huge irony that the policemen should use water as a weapon against peacefully protesting women, asking for more protection in a city which had made water so sacred, and filled us with a fear of its finite-state.

Water is life.  Water is the one resource that is most definitely affected by climate change and the one that we most need to value and treat with respect.  Water is metaphorically used to represent emotions.  It is the element of tears.  Yet these women, who were protesting being violated by their mates, the men that were meant to protect them, were using water as a weapon against them.  It was a huge violation in itself, causing trauma on trauma.  It showed what kind of mentality we were up against.

(What’s more, it reminded us of the anti-apartheid student march in this same city over 20 years ago, when the police used the same water cannons to blast the crowd with purple dye.  They then set about arresting anyone with purple splashed on them!   Power to the purple became a new slogan among the people. )


As I stepped into the crowd on the second day of protests, I felt tears well up in my eyes.  There was so much emotional pain. So much sadness and betrayal and deep anger at how the patriarchal system had treated the mothers, the sisters, the wives and the daughters of our society, and how much loss and trauma there had been on a personal level for everyone there.


In South Africa, where the rate of rape is one in every two women, it is most likely that you either know someone who has been directly affected by gender-based violence or been a victim yourself.  This is true many times over, and it all came up for me.  I felt so deeply affected by the fact that so many women were here with the same sentiment. It was a healing thing.  I felt that this heavy thing that I had been carrying in my heart as a burden that we all have to carry as women, was finally being acknowledged and a shift was taking place.  A level of acceptance barometer was being pushed back. The level of acceptance for the totally unacceptable was lifting in acknowledging and standing up together to state that we no longer accepted it.   There was liberation in the strength we found was gathering simply by standing together against it.  We were saying no!  There must be a different way.  We no longer accept this.  We are strong.  We are women.  We belong and we command respect and dignity.


The president addressed the massive crowd and promised to do something immediately.   He promised that he was going to be holding a meeting to talk about this.

” We don’t want talk!  We want action!”  Shouted the women.  “Men must learn to take out their own trash!”  Read one sign.  “Men are trash!”  Read a whole hashtag social media campaign.  This became a matter of much debate.  It’s a Men-tality problem, read a man’s handwritten t-shirt slogan.  I think this one hits the nail on the head.  It’s not that men are trash, it’s that they have not learned to take out their own personal shadow trash.  They have not learned to look at it.  We do not have a culture of men talking about their feelings in this country.  It’s something that needs to happen.  Men are supposed to be tough and showing your feelings is “weak” is the old patriachal attitude.  It’s time for men to be supported in sitting together and facing their shadow stuff.  Women do a lot of it.  Men’s groups are needed like the Mankind project.  Safe places where men can gather in a supported environment and process their feelings.  It’s a tough thing todo.  


The president gave the crowd permission to leave their messages on the fences of parliament, and so we did.


The police stood, anonymously googling out from under their motorbike helmets, in a large formation against the gates of parliament, holding up their battle shields, while women wept and laid flowers and pictures of the friends, daughters, sisters and mothers they had lost to rape and murder at their feet.  Franziska Blochlinga’s picture was there.  She was a girl from my daughter’s school. She was only 15 and 200 meters from her mother in a suburban forest when she was snatched by a gang who left her broken, bruised and barely breathing.  She died, gang-raped. She is the reason I can’t let my children out of my sight, even as they grow a little older and demand to spread their wings and run free like she did that dreadful day.  I can’t take the risk, because there are crocodiles everywhere.


Yet that day in the crowd in front of  Parliament, there was a revolution taking place and I was there with my daughters and their teenage friends.  There was a rising tide of a new kind of thinking rising from a new generation, an earth centred feminine force that had been oppressed for too long.  She is rising up like a wave.


Since then there have been protests in every suburb.  I have witnessed women in black standing on the side of the road in the gangland of Lavender hill in burka’s and scarves, holding signs.  These are the signs that things are changing because enough is enough.  A whole dialogue has been sparked.  There are regular groups meeting to discuss these matters.  Places of safety are needed for therapy for the women who have been abused for so long that they take abuse as normality. Groups are needed for men to start discussing the issues they have kept too long in the shadows.  Light needs to be shone in all these dark places.  The police force needs to be re-educated and given a whole new focus so that they take rape victims seriously in places where they most need it.  The justice system also needs an overhaul.  Too often rapists are let out on bail and given short sentences.   The whole system needs to be changed to match the new level of what’s acceptable. It’s a big job, but the wheels are turning apparently.

I believe president Rhamaphosa did take action immediately after the march, because recently, I attended a summit for Airbnb Experiences in Cape Town.  The international organisation had invited a who runs the Saartjie Bartman Centre for Women and Children to talk about safety for women.  She filled in a bit of background contextualization of the situation in South Africa for the international delegates.   She had an interesting piece of insight to share about the history of our country.    The oppression that took place during apartheid is still being dealt with psychologically.

“We never really dealt with it, properly. ”  She said. “Nelson Mandela said let’s forgive and forget.  But ordinary people from all national groups around South Africa never had the opportunity to talk about the anger or the hurt they experienced as a result of the apartheid laws.   From the White policeman who beat up people in the townships, when he came home … How did they raise their children?  They are also suffering.  I am talking about all of that.”  she pointed out.  She also said she had recently heard that our president had indeed put a large number of funds aside to improve and shift things.

After her speech, the question was put to the floor, “What can we do about it? ”  They were actually asking how Airbnb Experience hosts could keep their guests safe, but most of us were looking at the bigger picture, which we had all been so affected by and troubled by.  “We must teach men to respect women.”  Said Xolisa, an Airbnb experience host from Khayalitsha, who takes people to see organic gardening projects in the township.  “We must teach people to respect women, just as they need to learn to respect the soil.  Because the earth is our mother.”  He said.

It was so spot on. That is exactly what needs to change.  It was so good to hear a man say that. So there is hope.  The tide is turning.  The following week millions of young people all around the world took to the streets to protest the extinction of animals and plants, the 6th extinction known to man and the only one caused by one of the creatures on the planet in the history of the planet.  The creature is mankind and it’s happening because of an economic system which is set up in an unconscious state of disrespect for women and the earth’s resources.  (It all started back in the days when they began burning the witches, as we know.) However, a wave is rising.  She is the divine feminine force within and all of this interlinked.

The women and children can see what is happening.  They are the sensitive ones who care.  We can’t watch this destruction anymore.  Greta Thunberg is one powerful young leader speaking up for our environment, but there are many people standing up and stating the obvious in a clear way. Somebody needs to speak for the birds and the animals, and she is doing a very good job.

Although there is a lot of resistance, the penny is dropping in more ways than one.   It’s going to have to change.  We are going to have to become aware of and respect our mother earth again.  We are going to start treating her as a sacred living being again.  We are going to have to apologise and change our ways.  We are going to have to make peace with the earth and the animals and the water and the air and the trees.

We can no longer take the earth that we stand on and the water that we drink or the food on our table for granted, just as we can no longer take the women in our lives for granted.

There are some (men in power) who are still behaving like toddlers having tantrums holding onto their patriarchal power system and what it allows them to get away with.  It feels like all of this is coming to a head. These charecters are so self-centred that they are prepared to destroy everything for everyone else in order to have their way.  These are the forces who are actually setting out to make war and destroy what is left.  Their egos are so important to them that shaming them is a good way to flip things. They are being shamed by global society, but are too vain and in denial to see it. However, it will get through if we are persistent.

It is up to us to make sure this kind of arrogant self-serving patriarchal bullying is not tolerated any more.  We have to be brave and strong to stand up to these old men behaving like toddlers having tantrums.  It’s an ironic time when children are playing the roles of adults and adults are behaving like children.  We all have to be warriors of the light.  The women and children will save the earth.  And now’s the time for all good men to come to the aid of the party before the last forests of the world burn down, and they are burning quickly.  The Amazon, the rainforests of Central Africa, even the forests in Greenland and Siberia have been burning out of control.  Climate Change is really upon us now.  There is no denying it.

We have to move fast, but the tide is rising.  We must believe in our own power to make a difference.  Each one of us must do what we can.  It starts at home.  It’s a mentality thing.  Self-empowerment is a good first step. Creating awareness is another.  So is facing ones shadow and becoming a warrior of the light.





I have worked as a freelance journalist and film maker as well as television researcher for documentary programs. My subjects have ranged from artists profiles and band interviews to investigative journalism and deep research into matters like nuclear power and agriculture and fisheries to parenting as I became a mother of two. I live in South Africa. (Cape Town is my base, but I travel sometimes.) I am constantly seeking ways to live more consciously, finding inspiration from people I meet along the way and places I go. Hoping not to give up on hope in regards to the state of the planet. Seeking to expose truths and celebrate beauty and innovation and inspiration. Constantly seeking and trying to understand the deep waves that make things move around here.

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